A Mistake
July 25, 2008
Grown-ups can be not so... well, grown-up at times. I'm not sure if some of them even deserve being labeled 'grown-ups' just because they are older; They could very well be
old children, if you know what I mean. Even in a gaming environment, being higher level does not necessarily make you a 'pro', but an addict, or someone who has too much time on his hands. Some might say, grown-ups hold much wisdom of life as they've journeyed the Earth, enough to know more than us impudent kids. Of course, I second that statement, partly. He who knows not only to take but to give is he who knows the nature of mutual respect; He who knows only to take and not give is... Well, it depends on what
he takes or gives. What I'm trying to say is that some of the "grown-ups" are plain childish and downright immature. They simply do not handle criticisms as well as they expect others to. Sure, some motivational talk might encourage us to believe in ourselves as much as we do to uphold our believes and opinions - but what if everyone was an opinionated idiot? People of such would be too 'nose-up-in-the-air' that they think everyone else's dumb or wrong, or both. Which Mr. Proud can handle criticisms from his carbon copy and expects him, who cannot handle criticisms from a Mr. Proud to do the same? Fine, you know that I know that I confused myself. But, you get the drift.
Divorce. The fact that some grown-ups can just throw everything they had as a married couple away, leaving the child/children hanging, gasping for love, as if a
mistake huge mistake of their lives. Why should WE carry the burden of their selfish needs for freedom?
Till death do us part, my foot. They should change that cheesy, tacky line to
Death is too long to wait;
Divorce sounds easier, a prophecy that foretells us of the absolute fate. Why
create Mistakes if they can't afford to? Why do they not take responsibility for the Mistakes they
made? Why should the Mistakes be blamed for their existence instead of the doer? I am one of them, a Mistake. I never got credits for my academic achievements. I've talked to the 'judge' before, regarding that issue. And I got the best answer of the millennium, "Cause I know you can do it. ". Gosh, everyone is capable of doing something; They're just too lazy to
actually
do it.
The other person. Can turn out to be an idiot. Dad got a hagged, self-centered witch who can't seem to keep her grimy hands off others' affairs and keep her mouth shut when someone's trying to sleep. She had the nerves to call us up and tell us to not let my father do his rightful duty as a father when he's only contributing a minute fraction to our upbringing. Ironically, her
ex-husband is contributing to the upbringing of her children. I got that information from my dad, and she dumbly admitted. I shoved that fact in her face and it did a good job in shutting her up. It was fun arguing with that idiot though, cause everything she said seemed to contradict what she said earlier in the argument; All I had to do was to take what she said and use it against her. Indescribable joy. Now, let's make it
two idiots. Mum got an idiot too. This Idiot#2 is an ill-tempered German, who blames Bill Gates for creating Microsoft Excel just cause he doesn't know how to use it. If that witch earlier was a fool, this must be retard. I don't even know how mum got to know him - Not that I didn't ask; She refused to tell me. His grand idea of family is to make my mum stay with him and leave my brother and I
alone in the current apartment. His god-damned reason was, "She has to do it sooner or later, anyway. ". Might as well make a 3 year-old marry a 30 year-old since he/she has to do it sooner or later, anyway. Bullshit. I'm not going to listen to a man who is jealous of a mother's love to her kid.
Ambitions. Ever since my mum got to know that bloody idiot, she has become a bitch. Total bitch. When I told her I wanted to be a plastic surgeon,
complete with reasons, she looked down on it. She reasoned that it's difficult to become one. Sheesh... if it was easy, then why bother studying? So, fine. Then I asked for her opinion, since she seemed to know
everything. I never got an answer I needed. All I got was, "I don't know. ". Screw that. Before all the hype about becoming a plastic surgeon, I wanted to be a structural engineer. Alas, Idiot#2 thought that he was the greatest engineer in the world and that I'm not up to the standards of a typical engineer. Screw him as well. Oh, and when I told my mum about applying for a scholarship since she can't save enough money to fund my further studies, she said that I won't be accepted cause I suck. I assumed that's what she meant cause she used sarcasm on me. What? My dad? He can't even pay a few hundred for my school fees; Don't bother asking. Why the heck do I even go to school for?
This is complicated. Can I die?
... as said by Joo
at 10:47 pm
