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A Whole New World
July 26, 2010
Form Six is Aladdin-ing me, whatever that means.
Have you ever gotten that particular feeling where you feel like you can take on anything that comes your way? Especially after a certain achievement, a personal one perhaps? You feel that you can take on something and make something of it. You know, or in my case,
thought that it's a guaranteed success. And when you finally get to it but fail miserably, you pull yourself into a mental state filled with self-rebukes. Constantly demoralising your subconscious self as if a broken record, you begin to develop a deep sense of insecurity and low confidence. Now, everything feels like an insurmountable task; nothing is ever possible. Failure prints your world and your world is shrouded in the spirit of a pessimist. 'Never' was your word and your words were never without 'never'. Some might think you are being overly humble, some might think you are deceitful. But, you know you are neither; you just do not want to feel the same sense of defeat once again. Yes, you are running away - from reality as you lower your high hopes in fear that pain will come once more with a simple shatter.
I have a lot to learn.
... as said by Joo
at 11:31 pm
