Afresh; The End & Beginning
September 13, 2008
Firstly, I would like to apologize for the horrendous background which started from a simple notion of de-stressing. I'm not gonna deny it; 'De-stress-ment' didn't go as planned. I feel more stressed. Though, I'm amazed at the prowess of Kitaro's songs - capable of bringing me into a whole different world, filled with life. Poetic, even. The forest - if it even looked like one in the first place - is the world I saw through his music. Seclusion.
I'm feeling a tad bit depressed, actually. Today - Well, yesterday was the end of a part of me and the beginning of a new me. I've finally let go of something I've held dear for a long time. I dreaded the day to come, but it eventually did. I knew it was time for me to let go. Nothing lasts forever, all good things do come to an end. I almost turned back, but my conscience kept me going. I couldn't let history repeat itself. I'm stronger now, I will decide what works for me and what not. At times, sympathy may be our greatest downfall; Most of the time, it's kind to be cruel. Yes, it is certainly a beautiful mistake. What's done's done, there's no turning back or room for regrets. Life goes on,
I go on. Believe me, I
will walk this land alone, if I have to. The end of something is the beginning of something new - and I'm enjoying every minute of it. Goodbye, I'll miss you.
Woozah! A good 5 pages of Biology today. I'm so proud of myself.
Conclusion : I'm doomed.
... as said by Joo
at 4:00 am
